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the evil thing is inside, not out.

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Dead, but not allowed to die. Alive, but as good as dead.

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I'm ordered to a week of bed rest and I don't object because I feel so lousy. Not just my heel and my tailbone. My whole body aches with exhaustion. S...more

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I find myself focusing up at the sky — the only roof left — because too many memories are drowning me.

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I’m not flailing now, as my muscles are rigid with the tension of holding myself together. The pain over my heart returns, and from it I imagine tiny ...more

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Have I gone mad like Anne and no one has the heart to tell me? I wish someone would tell me, I feel crazy enough though.